I think my computer is mad at me

[psghayleaux]

I'm getting a new computer, a lap top in fact, and I think my old computer is mad. It is not letting me do hardly anything on-line with out making me disconect and start all over again, and I think I did some random thing to windows media player, like delet one of my play lists, the damn thing.
I think I broke someones heart today, I didn't really want to hurt him, but I had to. I really hate it when significant others, out of the blue the you they love, especally when you've been trying to figure out how to let them down easy. I should feel worse then I do though, I did in a vage sort of way cheat on the poor guy, but only vagly. New guy knows about ex-guy.
How do I manage to do these things? Really its seems like a frequent thing for me, I start a relationship not intending it to be serious, and for me it never is, then I find out the other person has all but declared me the love of their life, then I feel really bad when I end it. Maybe I should just give up, it would certinely be less stressful.
And on another stressful, but more ammussing front. My dad is so close minded. Its incredably funny, acctually so's the doctor I saw Tue.
I'll start with my dad, he told me that he'll help pay for my college eduacation, but not if I move in with a guy, if I move in with a girl its fine. Maybe someday I should tell him that I'm just as likly to be in a relationship with a girl as with a guy. Wouldn't that just flip his careful little world upside down. My entire familys in fact, the only relitive who may have a clue is my brother. One of these days I'll hit him over the head if he doesn't. We keep having discussings while watching movies over which females are better looking. Its very amussing.
As for the doctor, she had this serious talk with me about making sure I use birth controll when ever I decided to start having sex, never even considered that I might not go for guy, or that I might also like girls. It was rather hard for me to not start laughing, for some reason I don't think it would have been apresiated.
Okay enough yamer, time to try to figure out how to get more cool air in my room, its to hot, its been to hot for way too long. This is Maine its not suposed to be close to a hunderd for weeks on end, espesally not in Agaust.

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[jbgibson.livejournal.com]

Hey Well you wouldnt need B.C> if you were with a girl. But maybe the doctor is just use to working with straight people or wasnt thinking? You arent like sick or anything are you? Dont get stresed out and get a anxiety attack like i did.
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