So I have a hard time going to sleep. I take melatonin before bed pretty much every day. Last night I was tired and did not. Went to bed, did my normal reading, tired to sleep. Tossed and turned for awhile and then decided to read a little until I felt sleepy again.

Yeah, that didn't work. I started and finished a book. At 2:30 am. According to my FitBit I got 3 hour and 48 minutes of sleep. It's going to be a very long day.

So I went to bed early for me. But I've only been up for about 30 min. Because the wonderful Sophia woke me up at 4am trying to get into my closet. I yelled at her she stopped I went back to sleep. For 20 min before she did it again. So I picked her up and put her on my bed, where she stayed and was quiet. Unfortunately I back decided it didn't like all the getting up and startling cause of weird noises and promptly put me in excruciating pain. So I lay awake for 2 hours trying to get comfortable. Then the cat decided to go back to attacking my closest door. So she got throw out of my room and I closed the door. Which she fortunately didn't scratch at too much. At some point after 6am I went back to sleep. And slept until almost 1. Oops? Guess I'm not going to Auburn to job hunt today, buy the time I get motivated to move it'll just be time to go to Dad's for He-Man's birthday dinner. That reminds me I should make him a poorly spelled birthday card. That's what he gave me this year, even misspelled my name. So it's only fair. And then I wont get in trouble for not getting him anything. Which is I suspect why I actually got a card from him this year. Birthday's and Christmas are times we pretend we don't have to money to get each other stuff and that we'll get something for each other later. What this really means is we'll just buy ourselves something we want with the money we didn't spend on each other. It works for us.

Ugh I got like no sleep last night. Not because it was warm, although it didn't cool off much, but because it is humid, very very humid. Am not impressed. Also my eye is bothering me probably because of the lack of sleep thing.

Today is going to be a long day. I'm only working 4 days this week, but I still sort of hope it'll rain today I so can go home early. Which means the rain will hold off until it's time to leave.

So tired. Stupid cold feet keeping me up. Then odd dreams. Should obviously have not both watched The Other Boleyn Girl and read part of the book in one day.

Why did I buy a chinchilla? Not that I don't really like Lemur, but still. I would have been fine if the roommate hadn't been with me, or if she hadn't been taking forever to decided if she wanted to buy a fish or not.

Just repeat after me, your bills are paid for the month, you'll be fine.

Ugh I got like no sleep last night. I slept from 1 to 2. And um....6:30 to 7 and like 7:10 until 7:30 when my alarm went off. Today is going to be a really long day isn't it?

So tired. Probably my own fault, well sort of, I can't help the bizarre dreams. But I could have gone to bed earlier. But yeah no I had a dream that Jazz got crushed under snow, like his windshield and on side wind got broken and the roof was caved in. Then someone hit him and scratched up one side really bad. Then I woke up.

It is agaist my very nature to be awake this early in the morning. Plus it's way to light out. Ugh. I hope I manage to find a different job soon. Because yeah I'm just not cut out for early mornings. Probably because I just don't sleep well when I know I have to get up early.

Sleeping 4am until 11:30am really isn't enough sleep. Or maybe it would be if I hadn't been woken up by the roommate leaving for work at 6am.

I'm up now and it's raining. Guy from work texted to see if I wanted him to come up to visit. I'm thinking about it.

So I went to bed really early for me last night, be for 12:30. I thought this is a good idea I can get like 9 maybe 10 hours of sleep before I have to get up. No such luck. It took forever to fall asleep then I slept in 2 hour intervals. Well 2 two hour intervals before getting woken up by the roommate and laying awake for another hour or so then nodding off for like 20 min at a time.

So my grand plan to get lots of sleep and feel better amounted to nothing.

Although on the random side I had a dream where I was swiming with Bob Bryar. Or we were racing each other maybe. There was a pool with lanes and we were swimming laps anyway.

So I got up and spent 15 minutes cleaning up the snow in the yard as best I could with what we've got for shovels, as the roommate's uncle never came by again.

I come in the house and the roommates fish tank is in the sink, which means PJ Sparkles finally gave up the ghost and died. And the computer room door is closed which means Sass is in there so Lex can't attack him.

The great cat war continued all night. I got woken up several times by cats hissing and growling followed by the dog barking and the degus squeaking. So pretty much all the good I did myself by going to bed before 1am was undone about two hours after I feel asleep.