The first time I ever went to a concert was last October. Since then I've been to 13 concerts, 8 of them have involved Soundbender, and 4 of them have involved bands people outside of the state of Maine have heard of. It's fun going to big concerts but I think on the whole I like the ones for local bands better. This is probably heavily influenced by the whole being adopted by Soundbender thing, but whatever. Loki likes me too.

In other news I talked to annikasevn yesterday and she was all the house out here is awesome and it's really not that bad. And I was like no no no, you're not supposed to be all yay it's nice you're supposed to be ditching the boy-thing because he's an asshole. Which evidently is something she's not thinking about right now because she's stuck out there until November at least and if she thinks about she'll get all worked up and the boy-thing will know something is wrong blah blah blah. But I guess she probably really will come home because things he does that she used to find cute annoy her now, plus she realizes what an ass he is, and knows I will kick her ass if she stays. And she misses Soundbender. Really I think thats the major reason she's coming back. It would be funny if it wasn't sad. At least it's not like the band doesn't like her. They keep asking me where she is, and they did all tell her not to go. Because I asked them to, but I'm sure they wouldn't have said it if they didn't mean it. They love all their fans especially the ones who have because friends.

I need to clean the litter box still. Ugh. And the chinchilla cage, well I don't have any shavings, but I can at least clean the poops of the platforms.

This is my fall icon.

Survived work. Even the weed pulling brush cutting part in the morning. Although the dirt, even though I wore gloves, is pretty well embedded under my nails. Am going to go see the new Mummy movie tonight. Maybe. Was originally going to the 7pm show and now the 9pm even though I have to be to work at 8am.

In other news I am evidently planning an ill advised trip to New Jersey to see Panic play in Nov. While there I will with any luck get to meet bluejbird and that will be awesome. It's to bad downeybrat fell off the map because she live in Jersey and would thus be a possible option for a place to stay, plus she might actually like Panic and go too. But it's been a year or more since she fell off the internet and that's sort of sad. annikasevn is tentatively going with me. And she's knows a person we can stay with in the area. So it will all hopefully work out.

Beyond that I think we're going to get slammed at work tomorrow. It's the weekend of the Wilton Blueberry Festival, and I work at a blueberry farm in Wilton I suspect this will lead to people wanting blueberries.

So I was finally forced to let annikasevn go home. People kept calling her. But I did have her for 3 movies and some music pimping. I have sent her on her way with a copy of Neurosonic's album and a copy of Empires' album. With a note that as much as I love Neurosonic, she should listen to Empires first.

Next weekend we're going to try and hit the drive in, baring more rain. Ironman and Indy will be playing and it's totally worth 6$ to see them again.

I am possibly sort of a little drunk right now. I'm a cheep drunk I guess.

Went shopping in Augusta today. Spent way to much money. Went to Target for the first time ever in my life. Got home from that and turned around and went to Waterville to the country bar again. Was going to do the air guitar competition again. Was all signed up but they decided to have me and my friend who won last time we went go last. The roommate has to be to work at 10am and she drove, so we had to leave before our turn. We still go our participation prizes and if we go next week we're both getting 25$ gift certificates which is pretty awesome. I guess half cause we keep showing up and half cause we didn't get to go. I'm not complaining free stuff is nice.

My ears are ringing and I should probably try to sleep.

Oh the dog ate my donuts, there were 10 in the package, I got to eat three of them before he managed to get them off the counter. Not cool. I was going to have a couple for breakfast.

I got to see my bestfriend today. I haven't seen her since christmas. The people who where around us must have thought we were nuts. We ran up to each other hug each other then about five minets later we were haveing a tickle fight. Then we camled down and talked. Which was nice. Turns out that back when I had a huge crush on her see had a huge cruch on me. Which now that we know kinda sucks cause if either of us had been brave enough to make a move we would have saved ourselfs a lot of heart acke. Like funnest thing that happend was when she looked at me and asked if K. knew she could steel me away from her when ever she wanted to. Okay maybe thats not funny but it is true. Okay moving on to the next topic. Um...yeah just igrone everything in this post. That is all.

I saw FotR for the eight time today happy happy me. I have no new coments on the movie. I feel like complaning about the people that where there. There were people gettting up and sitting back down the whole movie, then towards the end there was some guy talking reallt loud. The best it the guy sitting on the other side of my sort of girlfriend (i went with her and M. as usual) it was so funny cause we were being very well behaved and just holding hands and that was it. And the whole movie the guy kept looking at us and giving us dirty looks. I just love living in a small close minded town. The funniest thing that happend was all M.'s fault she said something about one of the evil guys in the movie smelling stuff so i leaned over close to K. (the almost maybe sort of girlfriend) and like smelled her just to be wierd. So M. getts my attention and tells me it would look less wierd if i just climbed into the seat with her and stoped smelling her. Some how i don't think that would have gone over well with the guy next to us.

Little schools suck. I got to eat rolls and pasta with butter and salt and pepper for supper. Because the person cooking today didn't make enough sauce. And yesterday they didn't make enough food period.

My bestfriend is trying to get me to move to Canada with her, cause she going to school out there. I bet that school has food.

I love my friends one of them just told me I'm not inocent because when I try to look inocent I burst into laughter, but that I can do serious and don't touche me or I'll pull off you figures well. And that I'm a goofball.

Today my cat looked really cute so I took a picture, and now I'm sharing. Isn't she cute, she is really, except for when she's in a bad mood and bites, or when she leaves you dead animals to show how much she cares, other than that she's very cute.


On a completly unrelated note, asahi left, truely left yesterday. She called me from the airport before her flight and told me she'd write as soon as she could, why is illinos so far away? And better than that why'd she have to go in the navy? It makes her be to far away.
Okay I feel better now.

Today was good and bad. I got to sleep until nine, no school, no school. Then I went on a picnick with plastic fork boy. Then I went to an awards thing for the tech programs was in at my high school. Got a certificate for haveing perfect attendance, one for completing a class, and then I found out I got another scholarship, don't know for how much, I get to find that out fri. at the high school awards night. Then I saw someone I hadn't seen in years. A girl I use to know, she was the sister of my long time best friend, a best friend whom I haven't seen in close to six years. That made me very sad because I miss hime very much still, and I'll probably never see him again, and if I do I don't think he'll recognize me. He only lives a few towns over but its not likly I'll ever see him again and that makes me very sad.