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psghayleauxI believe it was a year ago this weekend that I went to my first concert. In that year I've been to well a lot of concerts and become the merch girl for a band.
I've also gotten into a new fandom, made new friends, lost jobs, moved, changed my hair color, and become more myself than I've been in a very long time, if ever. It's sort of a good feeling.
Yeah I've been sort of down because of money and job hunting and possible homelessness. But I haven't cut myself, I haven't thought about killing myself. Me of a year ago probably would have. Okay so it's not like I'm all better. I mostly just sleep and try to work up the motivation to do even the simplest of tasks. I haven't even bothered to shower since like Thursday. Although that's partly due to the always cold in the house thing. And partly because I lack the motivation.
I've also gotten into a new fandom, made new friends, lost jobs, moved, changed my hair color, and become more myself than I've been in a very long time, if ever. It's sort of a good feeling.
Yeah I've been sort of down because of money and job hunting and possible homelessness. But I haven't cut myself, I haven't thought about killing myself. Me of a year ago probably would have. Okay so it's not like I'm all better. I mostly just sleep and try to work up the motivation to do even the simplest of tasks. I haven't even bothered to shower since like Thursday. Although that's partly due to the always cold in the house thing. And partly because I lack the motivation.
