I hate the rain

[psghayleaux]

Its raining out, I wish it wasn't, and theres thunder I probaly shouldn't be using this computer now. If I ever think about it the rain actually fits today, my best and dearest, friend, whom I shall call asahi, since thats her handle, left today, and I won't see her quite a while, she's leaving for basic very soon so she went to go visit family. She's going to be done with basic about the sametime I leave for college, so I probaly wont she when whe comes back to visit. I not happy about that. I not happy she left, I'm closer to her than anyone else I know, I igored my boyfieend all weekend to spend time with her, and shes gone.
I think I'll stop thinking about this now, otherwise I'm going to get my self all depressed, never mind its offical I'm depressed, will be for awhile, oh blah.