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Jun. 7th, 2002 08:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
psghayleauxSomedays i hate life.
My brothers having surgery next Mon. for a hernia. Which is not good and I hope everything turns out okay.
What I hate is my sudden non-excistence. Me and mom have never been close so her not really having much to do with me is fine. The fact I've abswered two calls from my dad today only to have him ask for my mom or brother and not even spare a word for me kinda hurt.
It makes me think of when I was 11 or so and my brother was in the hosbital for dehydration. I got left home alone untill late at night and there was a bad thunder storm and the house lost power. And there was no one here because they were all off being conserded abour my brother. This house can be scary in the dark in a starm espessailly when your young.
I think I'm fine with out people, but when I suddenly fund myself truely alone I don't deal well.
Me issues, never.
My brothers having surgery next Mon. for a hernia. Which is not good and I hope everything turns out okay.
What I hate is my sudden non-excistence. Me and mom have never been close so her not really having much to do with me is fine. The fact I've abswered two calls from my dad today only to have him ask for my mom or brother and not even spare a word for me kinda hurt.
It makes me think of when I was 11 or so and my brother was in the hosbital for dehydration. I got left home alone untill late at night and there was a bad thunder storm and the house lost power. And there was no one here because they were all off being conserded abour my brother. This house can be scary in the dark in a starm espessailly when your young.
I think I'm fine with out people, but when I suddenly fund myself truely alone I don't deal well.
Me issues, never.
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Date: 2002-06-14 09:51 pm (UTC)and i think i might live on campus in the fall.
oh me, always changing my mind.
"gah"
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Date: 2002-06-15 09:36 am (UTC)