you know what's a great way to feel awkward and out of place?

have you best friends boy-thing, who you hate, pester her into pestering you into joining a chat so the three of you can talk about what you think about their relationship and how all of you opinions are wrong. and even when you bring up stuff that has documented proof behind it be told you're wrong or that it was justifiable. because calling someone 9 times in like 5 hours because they didn't call when they said they would is normal right? that's acceptable behavior because we were in portland so therefore likely to get ourselves into all sort of trouble, because we're just simple woman folk. then having it turn into them fighting.

it was sort of like being in the middle of my parents divorce all over again. only with out the screaming and me hiding under furniture.

also was really looking forward to being in bed by now. only now i'm a little pissed off and wound up and not really all interested in sleeping. teleporting to NM and punching the boy-thing in the face yes, sleep no.

i did hold my temper pretty well. and no one swore. so it wasn't the total and epic fail it could have been.

edit: i forgot in all my rage and annoyance that she actually told the boy-thing that once he gets to his new house in AZ she's coming back to ME. woot!

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Am officaly unemployed. Should probably be more worried about this than I am. At the moment I'm way to tired to care. I sort of feel bad for my grandmother though, she's going to miss having someone to talk to while she's working.

Will start job hunting soon. Probably. But first sleeping, lots of sleeping. And maybe I'll work on a the painting I started months ago. If I can find it again. Or I could work on the sculpture I started. Or I could crochet. I think I need to get the TV in the living room hooked up so I can just sit around at watch movies while being artistic.

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Soo the plan was to be unemployed for like a week, then job hunt till my fingers bleed from filling out applications. However a store in town that I sort of have an in with is hiring. Which means I will be picking up an application at some point this weekend. Meh. Just as long as I get to see my concert next weekend all will be good. And I get to sleep in some.