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It took me an hour to convince myself to get out of the bed this morning. And this was after I got at least 8 hours of sleep. This is very not like me.

In other news it is still winter. So it's chilly in the house and cold outside. And not as bright and sunny as it was yesterday. But I'm wearing my 'the Leprechauns made me do it' shirt so all is good. I was talking to someone about this shirt yesterday and decided that I must wear it. *nods*

Now I think I must let the fat mutt out he seems to be whining at me.

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note to self: hannaford brand noodles, not as good as what I usually buy, blech. *finishes eating them anyway because food is food when you're broke*

I'm going to cry, no really I am

So the new schedule went up at work. 21 hours, 21 fucking hours! What the hell does the manager think I'm going to be living on? Hopes and dreams? I get that it's the slow season, and I'm part time, but I'm the only person who's fucking hours have been cut so much. If he cuts my hours again next week we will be having words, but as it is it's 21 hours over 5 days, I have 4 four hour shifts, and I'm not fucking driving in for less than four hours, especially since I wont even get four hours those days because I'm always done closing before I'm scheduled to be out.

I'm seriously freaking out because of this. I'm not even sure I'm be able to pay all my bills. And it's doing nothing for my generally less than stable mental health. And I really do feel like crying, money problems are one of the few things that make me cry. I'm going to start job hunting again I think, I really don't want to, I do like my job and most of my co-workers. But if the hour situation doesn't change soon I'm going to need a new job, or I'm going to have to move back home, and I really don't want to live at home again. They are all noisy morning people over there.

Also I heard Heath Ledger died, that also sucks.

In better news it sounds like Dee maybe going to the Puddle of Mudd concert after all. She mentioned it to her husband back when I got tickets and he didn't show any interest but I guess like yesterday she mentioned it again and he said he really wanted to go. So now she's negotionating with the store manage so she can get that evening off now. Because she is being nice about it and said that if only one of us could have it off it should be me because I already have tickets and asked for it off weeks ago. I hope she can go, it's a really small venue so me and New!Girl should have no problem finding Dee and her husband there.