They made me push carts for the first hour I was at work. And let me tell you that sucked. It was close to 90 out, oh and to make it better I was wearing a long skirt, so I kept stepping on it. And then after I spent the whole shift thinking about how I was going to see Navy boy soon I didn't. I got a voice mail saying he's staying in Portland cause he heard there was going to be bad weather, plus his cousins are there. Normally this wouldn't bother me. However its just about that time of the month. Meaning random stuff makes me cry. It usually involves animals. And evidently having my plans to see my boyfriend fall through for the umpteenth time is another one. So I've been sniffly and unhappy pretty much since I got out of work. And I don't like it. This is not me, stupid things don't upset me this much. And I'm sure the fact that his phone was off when I called to say hi helped nothing.
I feeling very stupid and sad at the moment and I don't like it. And I can't watch my cheer up movie cause I just watched it the other day when he didn't make it up. I'm going to have a nice semi stiff drink and try to get over it. I'll see him tomorrow. And if I don't I think I'll allow myself a good ol' fashion cry.
Also it is still way to warm both outside and in my room. I'm not having a good day.
I feeling very stupid and sad at the moment and I don't like it. And I can't watch my cheer up movie cause I just watched it the other day when he didn't make it up. I'm going to have a nice semi stiff drink and try to get over it. I'll see him tomorrow. And if I don't I think I'll allow myself a good ol' fashion cry.
Also it is still way to warm both outside and in my room. I'm not having a good day.
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